Love.....its what makes the world goes round

so this isnt going to be a mushy post on the Four letter word that most people are afraid of growing into.

its just a very randumb post on LOVE.

I Love to Love. I love being in Love. Its not necessarily just the emotion i feel for a person. It could be love for anything.

I am in Love. I am not afraid of accepting it. BUT, what do i fear. People in todays world arent ready to love. Its a selfish world out there and not everybody seems to want to love.

oh...but... wait...this post wasnt going to be just on the emotional aspect of Love.

I was hearing Aerosmith...two songs of his.. 'Cryin.' & 'Dont want to miss a thing'. Both on Love. While one song is about the hatred a person has derived after "falling badly" in Love. The other Song talks about how a person cant live without Love.

LOVE. every body requires it. You can be as macho or as girly. You have got to admit it to yourself once in your life....you are in Love. Maybe not with your girl/boy friend only. You love things that interest you. Music. Food. Dancing. Sports....hell...there can be as many things in your life to be in love with.

i have a habit of listening carefully to the songs. The lyrics. They're almost always about Love. being hurt in love. being on top of the world because of love.

So....Today... are you still afraid to love ? (Note: your missing something if you dont accept it. )

a passage from The Bible i am fond of .. ""There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear ... "

~1 John 4:18~

till then.... ~shine on~

Randumb Speaks

its time to get back. i know this is something i probably keep saying all the time. But i miss writing.

Ever since, work has shifted, i thought life would get simpler. But hell no. Life has just gotten worse !! i want to get back to reading...blogging...music !!

gradually adjusting to life at home again...

more of me in the next few days..

till then.. ~shine on~

Random Ruminations

living with 13 girls completely different from what you are has been an awwsome feeling.
The outings..the mad rush for dinner...friday nights....late night chats... has been one helluva journey.

i dont want to go back. i have started loving my life here. Yes. it does get boring. but its my homeaway from home. and i've started loving it.

No. it has nothing to do with anybody. Its just my escape from reality. i love it cuz i dont have to answer questions. i dont have to be responsible for anything/anybody.

i've come to realise that i dont always need somebody. i can have fun by myself.

a year and a half back i hated this place. the transport sucked. the safety sucked. (it still does) but i've grown use to it.

Its funny but now when am finally making friends..having more fun...i have to leave. Sucks. Its like life has decided to challenge me yet again. Play its dirty lil game just when am having fun and enjoying it.

There are a whole bunch of people who have made life in this place ammmmazing. a goodbye and thank you post will be written soon.....

Till then.............

~Shine On~

I want.........

i want to sing. I really really want to sing. but as always my low self esteem gets in the way and i just cant get myself up on stage. it sucks.
i try to motivate myself. i want to live this dream of mine. Atleast i'll be able to laugh at life for a change. Maybe i will be able to laugh at life for change.

Noble Warning. how much i would love to Jam with you guys.(Yes. They are a band and a darn good band if i may say.) Yes i do have an Ego and i might just take off and end up beating Mr. Astronomer. As Kuki puts it am the ladaku vimaan. ha ha. Fighter plane. i wish i could be that way. Ready to take on whatever comes my way.

Every weekend i always want to jam with Jeremy. Every Weekend it gets planned on the metro and the same plan is out of my head the moment i reach Home.

I want to be sure of what i want. and this time i will not goof up. (or atleast i will try not to)

Till then.... ~Shine On~

Part ..... Chapter......

This part of my life is called Kahnfusion.

am currently at a stage in my life where i probably still do not know what i want. I do not know why i am in a job that i never even thought i'll ever.
singing for a band....nope. it was never part of the plan. Now. It is. (am happy and excited about it.)

This is the time i just want to go away. take a break.

another round of coffee. some more chapters of economics and will then end my day.

till then............

~Shine On~

the long haul

yes.... it's been ages since i've visited this blog....and even longer since i've written....life has....well....been through it's regular roller coaster rides.....sooper spins....
am just glad i didnt delete this blog.
will keep posting..
to chai and a warmer week ahead...

cheers !

conversations with the ceiling part I

so the outing wasnt great..i would've enjoyed the place had i still been in college and still had my cravings for all the poisons available (at cheaper rates) but i think i've outgrown it. the music was still good as ever.. true to it's rock 'n' roll image.. why did i drink? !? the guilt just seems to be getting more and more..after having assured myself that i was done with alcohol..why couldn't i just stick to the damn diet cola!! or a juice! missed 'Rohan'.. would've been more fun with him around. 'Guy' as always fooling around,being himself.. the totally looney character..
come to think of it,i think i just pushed myself too hard to go out. Should've probably just stayed back..even got my dinner packed up! met up with the 'vocals man' - suprise event of the evening! didn't think he would be hanging around at that place.. oh what the hell..i guess the evening wasn't that bad.. today's dry day. AND the ban on smoking gets implemented today!
so hmmmm.. am out of things to discuss.. and am not getting sleep! it's 5a.m and somebody's calling me.. oh wait.. thats my alarm going off! forgot to turn the alarm off for today.. no energy to get up and take a round.. will probably do a round in the evening.
Dila leaves today,heads back to Sri Lanka.. sigh.. i should probably just wake up and read till sleep beckons.. i am totally out of things to talk..

Cheers to a Dry Day and a holiday during the week! :)

(conversations with the ceiling will probably become a regualr part of the blog now.. since sleep doesnt seem to come to me these days.. puppah thinks its just random stress..mummah thinks its Nothing. I.. think I need sleep! )